I'm moving in a couple of weeks and I just don't know that I can do this anymore. So I think this is the time where I should just hand it in and call it a day. The SBC sucks. Who cares if we pull off the miracle, beat Troy, and win the conference? This conference wins us no respect. It's a joke. If we're ever going to take this thing to the next level, it's in winning OOC games and getting the hell out of the SBC. SMU was a must win...but the rest should be played that way, too. If you want this thing to succeed...you need to expect more and think like those who laugh at us. Win some games against some teams people have actually heard of and we'll get the respect and money and attendance. Quit settling for the New Orleans Bowl. It's a fricking joke of a bowl game. Quit settling for beating MTSU every year. No one knows who they are. I got nothing left for this team. I'm outta here. I always wanted to be able to say that I was in on this thing before it became really huge...but now I don't believe it ever will. And I can't handle that anymore. I accepted mediocrity for a much shorter time than the rest of you...but I don't have the time or money to help make the changes that are necessary, so why should I even bother? Everyone sits here and bitches about how this isn't happening, that isn't right...then fricking do something about it. How many organizations like the Pit Crew come along wanting to do something about it...only to get minimal help from the same people that help everytime (most of whom don't have the most incredible resources, but have great hearts). Then that group decides it's not worth it when you can't get the biggest fans to support you. That's how everything this athletic dept. and many alum work it here. EVERYTHING IS HALF-ASSED AND EXPECTED TO COME OUT PERFECTLY. Let me repeat that for many of you. EVERYTHING THIS ATHLETIC DEPARTMENT DOES IS COMPLETELY HALF-ASSED...AND YET IT IS ACCEPTED. I'm sorry for the rant...but after listening to that game last night, I really had to think this through (only for much of my thoughts to not make any sense when written out). Just not able to put myself through this crap anymore...at least not right now.